This is literally the third best friend from the military to leave. And i don’t mean best friend as in oh yeah she’s my best friends no i mean she knows everything about me, she helps me with my Faith, She has seen me cry so many times, we have been shaking on the ground in prayer and communion. 

She makes me want to start eating…

She made me an amazing Christian… for that time being in the summer.

I’ve known her since the day she came to my school. 

Why does God want me to fall further and further away from him? WHAT THE FUCK did i do to deserve this? I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy. Please have mercy.

I wish he would have put me in the military so i would get used to leaving and not being left behind.